I am doing nth right now. I wonder what the rest of the world is doing...

I tot of doing sewing tonight, i still had to fix up the zipper of the black bareback lacey dress.. but i am just too tired to move :S though i miss being completely at ease when im sewing, i dun remember work, i dun remember anything that usually clouds my mind not even the hot weather, i just feel ultra content and yippie that no thoughts of loneliness or sadness plagues my mind at all... (Nom always make passing remarks when he observes me sew : "你缝衣服时真的最开心")

U know how ppl always say you should be doing smthing that puts u at ease, makes u comfie n confident for the rest of ur life? Sometimes i feel that i found that thing.. but turning it into a career n depending on it for food, im not entirely sure hehehe, there are quite too many constraints as of right now hehe.. oh tummy, if only u dun need constant feeding~~